True Love...!!

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly
gentleman in his 80’s arrived to have stitches removed
from his thumb.

He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it
would be over an hour before someone would be able to
see him.

I saw him looking at his watch, and decided, since I was
not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the
doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and
redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had
another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in
such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the
nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health; he told me that she had been
there for a while and that she was a victim of
Alzheimer’s Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit
late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had
not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, 'you still go every
morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, “She doesn't
know me, but I still know who she is”.

I had to hold back tears as he left; I had goose bumps on
my arm, and thought, that is the kind of love I want in my
life!

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an
acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not
be.

See Me Crying !! Am Dying !!

Somebody help me, Somebody care.

Everything around me has gone to nowhere.

Everything hurts. Oh why is that so?

My minds mental state, I fear it must go.

You seem not to understand, I can not stay.

Tears are what end another hurt filled day.

Every cut, For every lie.

And I'll sit in my room and wait to die.

Remember that I loved you, through out my years.

Someday you might wish to see my tears.

(Though I Won't Be Here)

Things I Like About You !

There are many thing which I like,
each depending on how you make me feel,
that fear it gives you, when you think you're going under,
and you have no clue if you will come out or not,
the increasing of your heart beat, knowing you can't breathe,
you close your eyes so tight, and then in another second,
it moves along and you go up to the surface again, intact.

I like the wisdom behind each of your thoughts,
how you don't only care about yourself,
but also thinking in others as you go.
I like how you trust others when not mutual,
you care for others which do not like you,
breaking the barrier which separates you.
Making my life so lively.

I like how you are responsible with everything,
doing what has to be done perfectly,
always being there when I have needed you.
I like how you have learned care for me,
making it so easy for me to come to you,
as I feel so special inside with your touch.
Sparkling up the universe.

I like how you charm everyone around,
acting so cool and calm around strangers,
being the center of attention, ever so pretty.
I like how you have always made me smile,
cheering me up no matter what happens,
always there for me when I am down.
Being my only purpose.

I like how you have learned to love me,
being ever so tender in your touch,
caressing my skin ever so gently,
kissing me as I have always wished,
making love to me as only you can,
speaking the tone which melts my soul,
being what only you can, yourself.

As I love you and always will,
being ever so grateful for what you have done,
respecting you like you have always have,
joining my soul with you becoming one,
waiting for you on the other side when I go,
sitting there patiently as I wait,
murmuring the name of my love.

WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME AGAIN

If I die before I wake,

It's because you take my breath away,

No one else makes me feel this way,

I think of you every second of every day,

Never thought someone this fine could be mine,

And I love every second we spend time,

You make life worth living,

And my time worth giving,

Life is hard when you're gone,

Every second feels so long,

You're a continuous dream,

In darkness you're a light beam,

I love you more than life itself,

More than fame and wealth,

You're beautiful beyond compare,

I love everything about you down to your hair,

I dream of holding you under the moon,

And maybe that can happen soon,

I wish I could hear you whisper in my ear,

And hold you close,

'Cause losing you is my greatest fear,

And every time you speak,

The sound of your voice makes me weak,

I wish you were here,

So I could just hold you near.

DISAPPEARING LOVE

What happened to our love?
It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
Then soon caught the night

You were my one and only love
Cared for you too much

Then something happened
And slept with that man
You deceived me
I never felt so desperate

But I try to forgive you now
And try not to think about before
I love you so much
It just hurts to ponder now

Everything I have
Is because of you
Everything I bought
Was because of you

I just love you so much
I'm scared to lose you

Things You Wrote For Me on MY HEART... I <3 U

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

Your sweet angelic voice,
continuously rings in my ears.
With you by my side,
there is nothing I fear.

Whenever we are together,
You shine with a heavenly glow.
Your beautiful angel face,
raises me up from feeling low.

Yes, heaven is missing an angel,
because you are here with me.
You're my sweet, beautiful angel,
and I'll love you for eternity!

But suddenly I realised..
It wasn't that was approved
and then all was gone...
With me standing in a groove...


Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no girl

Suddenly see her
But sometime before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more

Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire

Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't

Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on

Go on... ehmm but how
No forward no back down
Looking here and there
And then I suddenly slowed down

I think I love you
Even tho u don't
I think im braiking
With every word ur saying
I think im hurting
More then ull ever kno
I think im faking
Every smile I put on
I think Im falling
As u just walk by
My heart is hoping
On a hopeless cause
And I kno im waiting
But ull never come
I think im hating
NO1 but myself
But I keep on living
To save a life
So wen I sit alone
I shut my eyes and scream
Scream to get rid of this pain
I shut my eyes and dream
Of everything I thought we had
I shut my eyes and bleed
From the inside out
And as I watch the one
The I have always loved
Love some1 else
I feel tha pain
As my heart rips apart
I want to run
But my legs wont work
I want to fly

But I kno I cant even try
The heart of the lovely one
Is the one who feels
What the world can never steel
It hurts inside
But its hiddin so tight
Shoved away
Till the next day
And its hurts so much
To give all that u have
And have it shuved back in ur face
Its smothering me
I can not breath
And all I ever wanted was for u to love me
But did he ever even like me
I would have loved u forever
Till I withered away
I would have stayed by ur side
Untill the day I died
But funny how the world goes
And now u love the one who does
Only think about now
Does she even care
How can u brake my heart
And give me all the reasons to hate u
But I don't
And yet I stand here
Not even a sound
I watch you walk away
With nothing to say

You never told me how you felt

How deep your feelings ran

I’m sorry I was blind to see

What was there for me to hold




My heart aches for how I hurt you

The insensitivity that I showed

Please know I never meant it

I simply did not know



I am not a perfect being

As a person, I make mistakes

But know that I love you

It grows more each passing day



Let’s put the past behind us

Learn how to trust again

For your heart I do not want to break

But embrace for days to come



I want to see this new love grow

Into something more than I can imagine

Please find it in your heart to forgive

These past things that once took place



I am awed that you have chosen me

To share this time in your life

I promise to give you all I have

For a chance to love again

Impossible it may seem,
To mend a broken heart
So many pieces to recover,
So many memories torn apart.
I don't know where to begin
Or even how to describe
This feeling I have
That's etched deep inside.
There are so many things I want to give you
So many things I want you to see
So many things I want you to feel,
As I sit here patiently.
Patiently waiting
for the time come
Where your heart beats for me
And two hearts beat as one.
So, with every flower I give you
And every letter I write
A new piece of your heart is unveiled
For me to hold tight.
With every tear you shed
As I kiss them away
Another distant memory
Just faded away.
As we hold hands together
And have those late night talks
Your heart will become one
And love's journey, again, you shall walk.

I just want to say I love you
Just wanna show I care
but, I hold out, for another breath
and I’m drowning in these tears…

No one said love would
Ever hurt this much!
Never thought that
someone else would care!
but you see through it all
to who I am in here
still, you say you love me
Standing beside in time and Fear

You make me want
To love myself…
(forgive me, but I forgot this line)
And see the things you see
I KNOW I’ll Never be enough
But so much you are to me!

Chances are you'll see her
when you close your eyes tonight.
You know she'll always be there,
with love, to hold you tight.

You'll hear her when she whispers
sweet dreams, and she declares,
that you're the only one for her,
no other could compare.

You'll know how much she needs you
when you taste her eager kiss.
True love so undeniable,
now burns upon her lips.

You'll feel it when she touches you,
when hearts and souls enmesh.
You'll melt in red hot passion,
from the fire of flesh on flesh.

Yes, chances are you'll see her,
behind those jaded eyes.
She's nestled in the shadows,
of a love that never dies.

I watched the river flowing
This place I still recall
We met here so often
Sitting beside the waterfall

As I sat awhile reminiscing
Times we shared here
As the water cascades
Your voice seems so clear

I could feel my heart racing
The anticipation grew
Almost at the waterfall
I notice you come into view

You had also remembered
As your eyes say it all
Same path we chose
By the enchanted waterfall

As your hands reached out
I surrendered willingly
From your kiss I knew
Love truly was meant to be

It never really hit me
On the day I turned away
You left me with a good-bye
Yet I had so much more to say

With all the time you gave me
It's you I never thought I'd lose
It's you I did confide in
I did not think I had to chose

Now I see how good it was
How much your love meant to me
It was you all along
And I was so blind not to see

Some days we had our fights
Some nights we talked forever
But how you were my best friend
Is the only love I can remember

I can admit I'm wrong to you
And hope you hear my heart
And if you know the real me
You'll know it's wrong were apart

I hope you know I love you
And miss my one true friend
I'd do anything to take it back
The day that made us end

I love the taste
Of words you feed
Its a hungry heart
You knew my need

Sweet as honey
I loved your flavor
Engrossed am I
The words I savor

Like loving elixir
Tasty potions pour
I drink with desire
Your words I adore

Each loving note
I will never replace
Heartstrings play
As words embrace

Love me tender
With words so true
Bonding in heart
As I attune with you

In the absence of you,
It's all I can do,
From getting lost inside,
While these rules I abide.

Anticipating every step,
Each of risk and of chance,
But they invite all of my senses,
To embrace this romance.

Holding you close,
I am overwhelmed with your passion,
Feeling loved in your arms,
Warms me more than imagined.

I can only hope your affection,
Continues to grow,
I admit it, I am excited,
But I want you to know,

I really dig you…

I thought of you today,
as I heard the whisper of the wind
in the rustling of autumn leaves,
swirling, dancing and painting
the earth in carpets of red and gold.

I thought of you today,
as I saw the slow, moving V of geese
noisily announcing their journey south,
dragging winter behind them.

I thought of you today,
as I felt the tears of gray skies,
and the cold wind steal
the last trace of Indian-summer breath.

I thought of you today;
the promise of spring to come,
and I smiled.

It is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when things go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you!

I could still remember when
Your heart met mine
Being there for one another
No matter what time

I recall those heart to hearts
Sharing love and light
It gave the feeling of affinity
That always felt so right

I remember the yesteryears
Taking time to share
Assured by loving sincerity
Nothing could compare

I have the fond recollections
Of love we expressed
As we always kept in touch
In words of tenderness

I still hoped for continuation
In sharing all the above
Conveyed in the heartprints
With neverending love

Our relationship has never been perfect
But our love has always been true
Thats why no matter what
Obstacles life throws us
I will never give up on you.

We've been through some difficult times
That now remain in the past
It's what happens from here on out that counts
But it will take both of us to make it last.

You have done some hurtful things to me
And I have done the same
And yet here we are hand in hand
Contemplating all the joys that we behold
In all our future days.

Regardless of all the tears I have shed
And the pain we have both felt
It's you and only you that can make me smile
And its you that knows how
To erase a frown from my face
And these are the memories
I'll cherish even after I die.

You have truly changed my life
In ways you can only imagine
God brought you into my life at the perfect time
And you have made my life complete
And I hope I have completed yours too.