Things You Wrote For Me on MY HEART... I <3 U

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

Your sweet angelic voice,
continuously rings in my ears.
With you by my side,
there is nothing I fear.

Whenever we are together,
You shine with a heavenly glow.
Your beautiful angel face,
raises me up from feeling low.

Yes, heaven is missing an angel,
because you are here with me.
You're my sweet, beautiful angel,
and I'll love you for eternity!

But suddenly I realised..
It wasn't that was approved
and then all was gone...
With me standing in a groove...


Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no girl

Suddenly see her
But sometime before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more

Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire

Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't

Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on

Go on... ehmm but how
No forward no back down
Looking here and there
And then I suddenly slowed down

I think I love you
Even tho u don't
I think im braiking
With every word ur saying
I think im hurting
More then ull ever kno
I think im faking
Every smile I put on
I think Im falling
As u just walk by
My heart is hoping
On a hopeless cause
And I kno im waiting
But ull never come
I think im hating
NO1 but myself
But I keep on living
To save a life
So wen I sit alone
I shut my eyes and scream
Scream to get rid of this pain
I shut my eyes and dream
Of everything I thought we had
I shut my eyes and bleed
From the inside out
And as I watch the one
The I have always loved
Love some1 else
I feel tha pain
As my heart rips apart
I want to run
But my legs wont work
I want to fly

But I kno I cant even try
The heart of the lovely one
Is the one who feels
What the world can never steel
It hurts inside
But its hiddin so tight
Shoved away
Till the next day
And its hurts so much
To give all that u have
And have it shuved back in ur face
Its smothering me
I can not breath
And all I ever wanted was for u to love me
But did he ever even like me
I would have loved u forever
Till I withered away
I would have stayed by ur side
Untill the day I died
But funny how the world goes
And now u love the one who does
Only think about now
Does she even care
How can u brake my heart
And give me all the reasons to hate u
But I don't
And yet I stand here
Not even a sound
I watch you walk away
With nothing to say

You never told me how you felt

How deep your feelings ran

I’m sorry I was blind to see

What was there for me to hold




My heart aches for how I hurt you

The insensitivity that I showed

Please know I never meant it

I simply did not know



I am not a perfect being

As a person, I make mistakes

But know that I love you

It grows more each passing day



Let’s put the past behind us

Learn how to trust again

For your heart I do not want to break

But embrace for days to come



I want to see this new love grow

Into something more than I can imagine

Please find it in your heart to forgive

These past things that once took place



I am awed that you have chosen me

To share this time in your life

I promise to give you all I have

For a chance to love again

Impossible it may seem,
To mend a broken heart
So many pieces to recover,
So many memories torn apart.
I don't know where to begin
Or even how to describe
This feeling I have
That's etched deep inside.
There are so many things I want to give you
So many things I want you to see
So many things I want you to feel,
As I sit here patiently.
Patiently waiting
for the time come
Where your heart beats for me
And two hearts beat as one.
So, with every flower I give you
And every letter I write
A new piece of your heart is unveiled
For me to hold tight.
With every tear you shed
As I kiss them away
Another distant memory
Just faded away.
As we hold hands together
And have those late night talks
Your heart will become one
And love's journey, again, you shall walk.

I just want to say I love you
Just wanna show I care
but, I hold out, for another breath
and I’m drowning in these tears…

No one said love would
Ever hurt this much!
Never thought that
someone else would care!
but you see through it all
to who I am in here
still, you say you love me
Standing beside in time and Fear

You make me want
To love myself…
(forgive me, but I forgot this line)
And see the things you see
I KNOW I’ll Never be enough
But so much you are to me!

Chances are you'll see her
when you close your eyes tonight.
You know she'll always be there,
with love, to hold you tight.

You'll hear her when she whispers
sweet dreams, and she declares,
that you're the only one for her,
no other could compare.

You'll know how much she needs you
when you taste her eager kiss.
True love so undeniable,
now burns upon her lips.

You'll feel it when she touches you,
when hearts and souls enmesh.
You'll melt in red hot passion,
from the fire of flesh on flesh.

Yes, chances are you'll see her,
behind those jaded eyes.
She's nestled in the shadows,
of a love that never dies.

I watched the river flowing
This place I still recall
We met here so often
Sitting beside the waterfall

As I sat awhile reminiscing
Times we shared here
As the water cascades
Your voice seems so clear

I could feel my heart racing
The anticipation grew
Almost at the waterfall
I notice you come into view

You had also remembered
As your eyes say it all
Same path we chose
By the enchanted waterfall

As your hands reached out
I surrendered willingly
From your kiss I knew
Love truly was meant to be

It never really hit me
On the day I turned away
You left me with a good-bye
Yet I had so much more to say

With all the time you gave me
It's you I never thought I'd lose
It's you I did confide in
I did not think I had to chose

Now I see how good it was
How much your love meant to me
It was you all along
And I was so blind not to see

Some days we had our fights
Some nights we talked forever
But how you were my best friend
Is the only love I can remember

I can admit I'm wrong to you
And hope you hear my heart
And if you know the real me
You'll know it's wrong were apart

I hope you know I love you
And miss my one true friend
I'd do anything to take it back
The day that made us end

I love the taste
Of words you feed
Its a hungry heart
You knew my need

Sweet as honey
I loved your flavor
Engrossed am I
The words I savor

Like loving elixir
Tasty potions pour
I drink with desire
Your words I adore

Each loving note
I will never replace
Heartstrings play
As words embrace

Love me tender
With words so true
Bonding in heart
As I attune with you

In the absence of you,
It's all I can do,
From getting lost inside,
While these rules I abide.

Anticipating every step,
Each of risk and of chance,
But they invite all of my senses,
To embrace this romance.

Holding you close,
I am overwhelmed with your passion,
Feeling loved in your arms,
Warms me more than imagined.

I can only hope your affection,
Continues to grow,
I admit it, I am excited,
But I want you to know,

I really dig you…

I thought of you today,
as I heard the whisper of the wind
in the rustling of autumn leaves,
swirling, dancing and painting
the earth in carpets of red and gold.

I thought of you today,
as I saw the slow, moving V of geese
noisily announcing their journey south,
dragging winter behind them.

I thought of you today,
as I felt the tears of gray skies,
and the cold wind steal
the last trace of Indian-summer breath.

I thought of you today;
the promise of spring to come,
and I smiled.

It is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when things go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you!

I could still remember when
Your heart met mine
Being there for one another
No matter what time

I recall those heart to hearts
Sharing love and light
It gave the feeling of affinity
That always felt so right

I remember the yesteryears
Taking time to share
Assured by loving sincerity
Nothing could compare

I have the fond recollections
Of love we expressed
As we always kept in touch
In words of tenderness

I still hoped for continuation
In sharing all the above
Conveyed in the heartprints
With neverending love

Our relationship has never been perfect
But our love has always been true
Thats why no matter what
Obstacles life throws us
I will never give up on you.

We've been through some difficult times
That now remain in the past
It's what happens from here on out that counts
But it will take both of us to make it last.

You have done some hurtful things to me
And I have done the same
And yet here we are hand in hand
Contemplating all the joys that we behold
In all our future days.

Regardless of all the tears I have shed
And the pain we have both felt
It's you and only you that can make me smile
And its you that knows how
To erase a frown from my face
And these are the memories
I'll cherish even after I die.

You have truly changed my life
In ways you can only imagine
God brought you into my life at the perfect time
And you have made my life complete
And I hope I have completed yours too.

It's those empty notes
My heart now sings
My loneliness is now
Upon broken wings

My dreams are left
Without light to guide them
Could this be the end of
My heart taking flight
Without you in my sight

Meaning I could no longer
Soar as my wings have
Fallen in your silence
And this silence is breaking
My heart in two

For my heart cannot fly
When love does not flow
And upon my broken wings
All while in the absence of
You my heartache grows

I had times such as this
Not knowing where or when
Yet still hoping our paths
Will soon merge once again

Memories comforted me
During times you were gone
Yet I await in anticipation
Hoping paths blend into one

I had thought of you often
Even though we are far apart
As I recall paths that led
Upon journeys heart to heart

I had patience on my side
So the storms I can weather
As hope springs eternally
In uniting our hearts together

I had not given up on hope
It helped me make it through
While I await your return
Dreams of you and I continue

Today my heart is heavy,
as I bow my head in shame,
I search for easy answers,
or someone that I can blame.

The salty teardrops trickle
down my worn and tired face,
symbolic of what my life has been,
a sad and lonely place.

I close my eyes and ponder,
will I ever be free,
will I ever learn to love someone,
will they like the me they see?

How could I not love her;
why was I afraid?
Why did I condemn her,
for mistakes that others made?

The tears they seem endless,
my life flashes before my eyes,
How much longer must I carry,
the weight of this disguise.

I close my eyes and ponder,
will I ever be free,
will I ever learn to love someone,
will they like the me they see?

Will there ever be true happiness
for someone just like me?

Keeping myself optimistic
Each day begins anew
Looking on the bright side
That's what I had to do

Half the battle can be won
With self - appreciation
I shall get there in the end
By using determination

If I cast all my doubts aside
Negatives will dissapear
By always having patience
I continued to persevere

In keeping my dreams alive
I can advance confidently
My self -esteem I can grow
If I think more positively

As I call upon inner strength
Determined I have to be
Confidence will be gained
If I start believing in me

Into the sky so high
The angels fly free
Yet I will still hope
She will fall for me.

I will catch her fall
Deep into my arms
My heart her home
Where she belongs.

Her love is so deep
I'll explore her sea
To unlock her soul
To find our destiny.

Open up your heart
Let me deep inside
I promise to be here
Whenever you cry.

I can be your friend
And also your lover
I will be your guide
You and I together.

I'll be your sunlight
Whenever it's dark
I will be the love to
Embrace your heart.

This is my promise
I promise to be true
And forever faithful
I will only love you.

For You...

The gift shared if ever by two,
Then it’s all I want to gain in loving you.
One last kiss, I surrender to thee,
If I should beg or simply ask, for you to love me.
My soul opens up to embrace a new day,
As long as it’s you I feel at my side, then I'm okay.
If you do not love, then simply lie,
For it’s your heart alone I can not deny.
If you only ask, then be sure to receive,
Once spoken, you loved me, I will surely believe.
A part of you, the embrace I long to give,
In this lifetime, together with you I shall live.
When dawning hour approaches,
as ocean rushes to shore,
On dying breath I whisper,
"I love thee" drifting into Heaven's door.

Beautifully broken comes from a song
images of a life full of things gone wrong.

Broken implies something useless and old,
no longer wanted, tarnished and cold.

But that's not the image of her that I see,
not the image of her she's revealed to me.

Yes, I understand the pieces of pain,
senseless events with nothing to gain.

Every event that comes from her past
is just like a piece of crooked edged glass.

Each single piece could be happy or sad,
could mean something joyful or terribly bad.

But, each little piece is personally unique
like the marks that are found on a precious antique.

Breaks and marks that show she's alive
from the good and bad things she had to survive.

So, like a window of beautiful stained glass
kaleidoscope colors reflecting her past.

The pieces all join in the image I see
of a sweet lovely woman so amazing to me.

Describe her someone said
And so I began……
She floods my heart with love,
She touches me
In a way I have never experienced before.
She stirs me and moves me,
She fills my eyes with tears,
My heart with longing,
My soul with yearning.
She kisses me and I am swept away,
I respond to his touch,
Like the sand to the sea.
I dissolve into her……
I crave her touch
Long for her next breath on my skin,
Thirst for her like a desert
Hungering for a rain.
I am compelled only to touch her,
To want her, to love her.
She is my dream in the dark vast of night,
She is the glow on my skin,
The smile on my face,
The sparkle in my eye,
The Love of my life…
I love her.

The centre of her pleasure
that's where I long to be,
For whatever pleases my lover
will surely pleasure me.

Gazing into my lovers eyes,
they burn with passions fire,
I long to be the star of her dreams,
the object of her desire.

As I kiss and lick my lovers flesh
and partake of sensual delight,
To feel her wrath upon my lips,
How could this not be right?

To be the centre of her pleasure
that's all I want to be,
for if it pleases my lover,
then it surely pleases me.

When I see the stars
Upon the midnight blue
Across silvery trails
Dreamy paths I pursue

As love leads me on
I am guiding to dreams
Embracing the night
In view of moonbeams

The moon is glowing
I see stars shine bright
Love and light shone
Where dreamers unite

Here upon the shore
We gazed face to face
In moonlight serenity
Dream lovers embrace

I Neva Wanted to Hurt You

You never told me how you felt
How deep your feelings ran
I’m sorry I was blind to see
What was there for me to hold

My heart aches for how I hurt you
The insensitivity that I showed
Please know I never meant it
I simply did not know

I am not a perfect being
As a person, I make mistakes
But know that I love you
It grows more each passing day

Let’s put the past behind us
Learn how to trust again
For your heart I do not want to break
But embrace for days to come

I want to see this new love grow
Into something more than I can imagine
Please find it in your heart to forgive
These past things that once took place

I am awed that you have chosen me
To share this time in your life
I promise to give you all I have
For a chance to love again

DESIRE

My fingers
Accidentally touched your hand
And at that instant
A charge of current
Bolted up my arm,
To my sleepy heart.

Breaking the rhythm of my heartbeat
It palpitated out of control.
I gasped for air.
My vision blurred.
My mind went dizzy
And fear buckled my knees.

Ever since that haunting day
I look
For another opportunity
To touch you again!
And again,
And again.

I Love You and Will Always Do Till Eternity

I love your ever gorgeous smile

Upon that loving face, of yours

It is the tenderness of your love

My heart is simply destined for.

It is your gentle, soothing voice

That eases my heart, every way

It’s the loving comfort, darling

Through all the words, you say.

It’s the gentleness, of your kiss

That embraces my tender heart

Your love has simply captured

Every dream, and each thought.

It’s the beauty within your eyes

Amazingly beautiful and green

Your love truly gave a purpose

To everything, true love means

......

I love you with all of my heart

With a love I just can't control

Its a feeling thats not just a bond of our hearts

Its more like a bond of our souls

To hold your hand is not just a sweet jesture

Its a connection of my life to you

To kiss your lips is simply perfection

Its all my lips want to do

To tell you I love you is not to speak mere words

Its my heart screaming out from within

Put your ear over my heart and listen

It wants to tell you over and over again

I love you I love you I love you....

The clouds slowly move

Unblocking my vision

Of the full, blue moon

Allowing me to see the stars

That I continue to wish upon

I hope tonight you are safe

I hope that you’re able to find the sleep

That you so desperately deserve

I often wonder, if at times

You forget someone over here

Misses you and keeps you in their prayers

I wish there was some way

To be held in your arms…

That I could look into your eyes

And let you worries disappear

There isn’t much I can do

Being way over here

I lose sleep over thoughts of you

The blankets that once surrounded me

In their warmth

Are now in a mess on the floor

I wish you were here to take their place

I look up towards the sky

And let the wind take my words

Through the miles

…I miss you.....

Why I Still Love You...

Sitting here thinking.
Of the time you've hurt me.
Wondering why I still love you.
May be it's your eyes.
The way they make me feel so good inside.
Or the way you smile.
That makes me feel that I've never been so happy in my life.
It's probably just the way you are you.
A funny, sweet, caring, cute girl that every guy dreams of.
But all the times you hurt me.
I just don't understand,
Why I still love you.

Love you 50|\|@|_

My Precious Angel

You were my precious angel
Together we were clutching a field of dreams
Piercing through oceans of believes

One time you were real
One time you were here
One time a love was born
And I loved you like no one else

Oh memories of love...

You were the sound of the bell
Eliciting a magical chant
My heart wrapped within your song

One time you were real
One time you were here
One time a love was born
And I loved you like no one else

Oh memories of love...

You were my fire a fragile flame
Shed its warmth gently on my soul
Extending

Water Falls

I know how it felt... Seeing her coming to school and waiting for her all time... And whenever she didn't came, feeling like bunking the school... Hmm... Still the picture of her in my mind is alive... Sometimes I feel she is the only girl who had left a long lasting imprint in my life. Others I have already forgotten... We used to bet on her... I used to see if her Jonga arrived or will be arriving... Cant forget those days... Best Moments of my Lifetime... Miss You PJ...!!!

I felt down when i saw you in tears….
its like a water falls that drops and pours so hard….
What i have done….
do i hurt you….
Do i made a mistake….
I know how much you love me….
You cared for me so much….
Respect me more than enough….
Now its gone….
You left me, never speak up and never listen to my words,
words that i must utter, words to say i’m sorry and i love you….
Don’t blame us for what had happened….
Sometimes people measured our capacity….
They don’t know what is our capability as a person….
They hurt you and hurts me too…
As result they torn us apart and ruin our life….
Its time to move on….
what had happen to us is a love story that i must treasured till the end of time….
I love you….
Till we meet again….

Hard To Forget... !!!

I met you a few years ago
We were friends
I liked you
You liked me
Everything was the way it was supposed to be.

But now things have changed.
You've walked away
You know how much I hurt, cause it's something I always say
You don't care, at least that's what I can tell.
You know and you don't care, I've just reached the bottom of the well

You don't like me, you don't want to be my friend
You think I'm annoying, I guess I knew this had to end.
Somehow I always knew I'd fall
Somehow I knew I'd see it all

Easy to walk away, hard to forget.
But somehow, you did both when you left
I haven't forgotten, but somehow you have
This is something I'll never understand

I'll never forget you, that much is certain.
But I'm over you now, my life has it's own purpose
It isn't to follow you and what you do,
It's to live this life my way.
Bieng freinds with you would be great, but I don't want to chase you.
It's out of my control, there's nothing else I can do.

Easy to walk away, hard to forget
that was one of the lessons I learned when you left.
The other lesson I learned is that life goes on
It goes on with or without the people gone.

I'll go on with or without you
To myself, I'll always stay true.

you were always there for me
always by my side
I guess I couldn't see
with out you I just can't abide

those times I loved the most
were just talking with you
who would've known
now I'm all alone
and all I can do is think of you

I loved it when you held me
all safe and warm
I felt no harm could touch me
in your strong protecting arms

but then I messed up
I really don't know why
with you I broke up
and now I am sorry

all I want, is a second chance
I understand that's not easy to do
even if you won't give me a glance
I want you to know,
I'll always love you

It Hurts...!!!

Love dont exist
Just a 4-letter word
doesnt mean anything
or atleast not to me
you can love all you want
but i dont care
love dont exist in my world
you can love until you give up
i gave up already
i gave love quits
never to love again
because love is stupid
love is dumb
all it leads to heartaches
and i had to many of those
so love means nothing
love is pain
so quit while you can
or you'll feel heartless
like me

I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain
And it is always I fight for the welcome change
When it rains it pours on this heart of mine
So, I take the storms I feel to her each time.

But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain
Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change
She can walk away from what hangs overhead
And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.

Not in her storm have I ever felt alone
Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home
It's for me that she pushes away her own rain
So, that I may find comfort in calling her name.

She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart
God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart
And she never wanders when your world falls through
Not ever in her storm would she do this to you.

She has wings that I know not only I can see
Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me
It's the way that the eyes can surely view
How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

Not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun
When her world is dark - I always have light
And now how I hold the new color of night.

She takes then she gives to an unhappy face
So that many can find an awesome place
I have been able to love her more every day
And with her hand in mine the clouds roll away.

Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath
Could ever change what I hold here inside of me
Not in any of her storms have I lost my angels touch
To that angel out there, I love her so much.

Torn Apart

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

L.O.S.T

I lie awake at night,
and wonder if you know.
If you knew I loved you,
even though it didn't show.

I lost you once,
and thought I'd never cope.
I wanted to hang myself,
with that tightly entwined rope.

I got you back once,
and prayed to God that it would last.
But it ended in a heartbeat,
It ended way too fast.

I sometimes hold your picture,
and cry myself to sleep.
I think of how I still love you,
and how my love's so deep.

No one understands,
not even my best friend.
That I want to be with you,
Until my life's to end.

I remember that night,
the night that we first met.
I thought to myself,
"This is love, I bet."

If it wasn't for my best friend,
I never would have met you.
Then I did, I got you, and lost you...twice,
so what am I to do?

LIPS are Silent

How many days did you say those words,
Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds;
You always knew how to say what you thought,
So that I would understand the situation not;
You lied, you took, and baited at leisure,
Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure;
I thought I knew you so,
Yet for no known reason you let me go;
That was one thing I never expected,
I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected;
My heart, you stole from my very chest,
I wonder of how you will treat the rest;
You took, you stole, what never should have been yours,
You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars;
Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think,
While I stand on that uncomfortable brink;
The brink of holding on, and of letting go,
Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe;
Confused and stunned, I can not wander,
The words which you speak make me ponder;
How ominous, the words you speak,
So strong, among the many weak;
All my hopes and dreams once fell away,
Death appealed to me every day;
I could not be weak, despite my need,
In my life, I could not allow pain to impede;
You were the cause of all the pain I felt,
To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt;
And now, at this point, I must stay strong,
Keep fighting through days short, and days long;
You tell me you are more happy now.

Every time
every time I breathe,
I am reminded of you.
Every time my heart beats,
I am thinking of you.
Every time I dream,
I dream only of you.
Every time I am alone,
I am in search of you.
Every time I hear,
I hear none but you.
Every time the wind passes me,
I feel u by my side.
Every time my friend,
every hour,
every minute,
every second.
I feel you’re presence in my life...
Every time...
.

B.R.O.K.E.N.

I came to you so lonely and cold
You held out your hand for me to hold
I trusted you with all I had,
You would never treat me bad…

I fought the feeling; I tell you it's true
I was not going to fall in love with you
And then it happened overnight
To love you just felt so right

I trusted you with all my heart
And begged you not to tear it apart
You smiled at me the way you do
And promised that you loved me, too

So, now I sit here asking, "why"
You left me here alone to cry
You were my best friend and my lover, too
And I am not really sure what to do

You tell me it's not over yet
That I have to just learn to accept
I don't see how that is true
When my heart feels like it's broken in two

The tears, they burn as they run down my face
I can't help but feel I lost my place
You gave me wings and taught me to fly
But now I would rather lay here and die

Happy Birthday Dear ....

Another year has passed for you,

Its time to cut the cake and celebrate

And once again, I start to think

of things about you I appreciate.

It meant so much to have you in my life

Your loving care filled my days with pleasure

Your warm and giving nature helps create

close, special times together that I treasure

I live within a steady and safe world

Because I got the love unconditionally

Your easygoing ways means I am blessed

With peace joy and blissful memory

To me your birthday is a precious day

I hope it brings you joy in every ways...!!!

Tk cr and Be happy alwz. May you get all that you wish and
desire.

... ---- ....

TORN A.P.A.R.T.

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,

Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,

Do not you sense my fear and doubt?

Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,

Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,

Do not you see my hearts a'skew?

Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,

Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,

For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,

Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.

It's drifting o're the gentle rain,

A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,

Conjoined with all the sorrow there.

It's lost among the stars this night,

Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,

For simply ... it has torn apart.

As it turns from light to dark

My friends are all sleeping

But me, I can’t go to sleep

I’m wide-awake weeping

Just the thought of when I lost you

Makes me oh so sad

I remember it like it was yesterday

I felt so horribly bad

Everything was fine

Well that was what I thought

I loved being around you

And all the happiness you brought

The hugs and the kisses

Were so perfect to me

The connection between us

Was so easy to see

We were so close

It was like we could count as one

But then we split up

It was over we were done

Now I wish you would take me back

I want us to be together

I guess what I want doesn’t matter anymore

To you it’s like whatever

It’s also so hard for me

To see you walking down the street

I start remembering so many memories

They’re so hard to defeat

Its like they come back to haunt me

Every once in a while

Every little thing about you

Even your beautiful smile

The thought makes me sad

It all makes me melt inside

These are the feelings that I feel for you

The ones I’ve been trying to hide

But I can no longer do it

It’s killing me so fast

I thought we had it good

But I guess it couldn’t last

I don’t know what went wrong

Maybe it was too good to be true

Not knowing makes me go insane

I don’t know what to do

It makes me burn up inside

I can’t fight it anymore

I try to build a wall

But it always finds a door

I can’t quite find the reason why

You left me anyway

I treated you so well

I was so sure you would stay

Now I can’t get you out of my head

I miss you very much

I miss you not being here with me

And I miss your gentle touch

You had such a nice body

Not to mention a good complexion

You were always so smart

I miss your perfection

You were very kind

You always walked me home

Now I walk by myself

You left me all alone

guy facts:


when a guy calls u
he wants to be with you



When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you



When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong



When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it



When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world



When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world



When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love



When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it



When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done



When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else



GIRL FACTS:



When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.



When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.



When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.



When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.



When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.



When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.



When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.



When a girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.



When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.



When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that

Till There Was You...

I have never been so happy
In my entire life
Till there was you
Sharing how wonderful life is
Living with a glow

I never been so thankful
For the day I wake up
With everything on my side
Till there was you…

I never been so grateful
To the Lord above
For giving me strength
The will to carry on
All my burdens
Till there was you…

Till there was you
I saw the beauty of loving
Loving someone in my heart
For it was wounded
Left by unfaithful love
Till there was you…

If I had but one breath of life left in me...

If I had but one breath of life left in me,
I'd give you that breath.
If I had but one piece of music and one song left to sing,
I'd play and sing for you.
If I had but one tiny drop of love locked safely within my heart,
I'd give you the key.

If I could look into but one last set of gorgeous dark brown eyes,
I'd want those eyes to be yours.
If I could feel the passion and tenderness of but one last kiss,
I'd want those lips to be yours.
If I could hear but one last voice whispering in my ear,
I'd want that voice to be yours.

If I could walk in the rain but one last time,
Will you walk with me?
If I could have but one last laugh,
Will you laugh with me?
If I could have but one more night's sleep,
Will you sleep next to me?
If I could feel the tender touch of but one last hand,
Will you touch me?

If I had to choose where to spend my final day on earth,
I would choose you to spend it at alone loving you
I would be your shade and protect you from the sun.
I would be a gentle breeze and refresh your face.
I would be a cool drink of water and quench your thirst.

If I could write but one last word
I would blaze these words across the sky,
"I love you
My Gorgeous Angel"

Let me drift away
With you to a far away land
Maybe cluster on an isolated island
So we can be alone, just the two of us
You and me, and at night
We can stare at the clear black sky
Where time will go by slowly
And we will be at peace
Where we can be free and release
From all the trouble
I know it sounds like a gamble
And to good to be true
But baby, you have to trust in me
Together we can do it
If we stay strong and prolong
So let us drift away and far away

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

I would tell you
that i could fill those spaces between your fingers
with mine
but would you want me too ?
I would tell you,
that I love you, always have and always will
but would you walk away ?
I would hold you,
dry the tears and bring the dreams to life
but is there a place for me in your dreams ?
I would wait for you
face my fears ignore and their sneers
all for you
but would you ever come?
I would kiss you,
to numb your pain
and stop the tears half down your cheek
but would my lips burn your face?
I would die for you
whatever i had to do,
and kiss you goodbye, closing my eyes
but would i see you again?
I would tell you these things
love you, hold you, save you,
but would it be enough for your heart?
If i tell you these things
our friendship could die
If I don't tell you
I will die inside.

Sorry for not writing these days. Had my exams..!! Hell I ruined these exams and am sure not to score that many marks to stood first again in University. Though I tried my level best but you were there with me haunting in my thoughts everytime... I know am not that good as you need. I don't have any single thing that I can show you to prove am good and made for you...

Thanks for realising me everything in my life... Thanks for everything you did and made me feel that am the worst person and worst thing that can happen to anyone in life.

You had my heart...

You were my soul...

You were the air I breathed

And everything beautiful

You were my beginning

But chose to be my ending

When you left and tore

My dreams apart

I didn't understand back then

You needed a life where you

Wouldn't have to pretend

A life without me

No, I didn't understand

I forgot that you were also

A human being

Capable of hurting and of being Hurt

Your leaving I mistook

Thought no one could ever love me

The way I loved you

Just because I plainly wasn't

Good enough for you

I didn't know that

Out of the ruins, out of

The one you left behind

You gave me a new beginning

That out of the pain,

You showed me truth

Out of your leaving

You gave me hope

Out of the loneliness

And the lack of you,

You gave me a chance

To live my life

Oh, I was given the world

When you faded from my side

Then I was free

Free to see so much beauty

Much more than

what I saw in you

Free to fulfill

What I can be

That was wasted

When I was confined in you

To stand alone when I used to

Live because of you

Your leaving took away

The fear of losing you

As well as the thinking that

Your loving me

Was all I needed to know

I thought I never could

Imagine life without you

But now I know better…

There is a life Even after you

A life full of pains and shadows...

Being miserable good to bitter

Where I stand now...

LONELY but FREE of Fear of Losing You!!!

I have lost you!!!

Tears don't crawl...

they just flow out of these pots,

People won't ever see them

as they are idiotic lots

And even if they see them

I have better things to say to

then telling it was a gal who broke me

a gal who was my life

left me...

left me to be like this but I love this life anyways...

Thanks for being such a lovely piece in my life...!!!