Things You Wrote For Me on MY HEART... I <3 U

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

Your sweet angelic voice,
continuously rings in my ears.
With you by my side,
there is nothing I fear.

Whenever we are together,
You shine with a heavenly glow.
Your beautiful angel face,
raises me up from feeling low.

Yes, heaven is missing an angel,
because you are here with me.
You're my sweet, beautiful angel,
and I'll love you for eternity!

But suddenly I realised..
It wasn't that was approved
and then all was gone...
With me standing in a groove...


Wasting a lifetime
Trying to find love
Nothing happens
No hope, no girl

Suddenly see her
But sometime before
Can't do anything
Used to be friends, nothing more

Now realized affection
Can go no further
Lost a lifetime
And lost desire

Try to forget
But can't
Try to die
But don't

Mind suddenly gone
No end is near
Nothing to do now
But go on

Go on... ehmm but how
No forward no back down
Looking here and there
And then I suddenly slowed down

I think I love you
Even tho u don't
I think im braiking
With every word ur saying
I think im hurting
More then ull ever kno
I think im faking
Every smile I put on
I think Im falling
As u just walk by
My heart is hoping
On a hopeless cause
And I kno im waiting
But ull never come
I think im hating
NO1 but myself
But I keep on living
To save a life
So wen I sit alone
I shut my eyes and scream
Scream to get rid of this pain
I shut my eyes and dream
Of everything I thought we had
I shut my eyes and bleed
From the inside out
And as I watch the one
The I have always loved
Love some1 else
I feel tha pain
As my heart rips apart
I want to run
But my legs wont work
I want to fly

But I kno I cant even try
The heart of the lovely one
Is the one who feels
What the world can never steel
It hurts inside
But its hiddin so tight
Shoved away
Till the next day
And its hurts so much
To give all that u have
And have it shuved back in ur face
Its smothering me
I can not breath
And all I ever wanted was for u to love me
But did he ever even like me
I would have loved u forever
Till I withered away
I would have stayed by ur side
Untill the day I died
But funny how the world goes
And now u love the one who does
Only think about now
Does she even care
How can u brake my heart
And give me all the reasons to hate u
But I don't
And yet I stand here
Not even a sound
I watch you walk away
With nothing to say

You never told me how you felt

How deep your feelings ran

I’m sorry I was blind to see

What was there for me to hold




My heart aches for how I hurt you

The insensitivity that I showed

Please know I never meant it

I simply did not know



I am not a perfect being

As a person, I make mistakes

But know that I love you

It grows more each passing day



Let’s put the past behind us

Learn how to trust again

For your heart I do not want to break

But embrace for days to come



I want to see this new love grow

Into something more than I can imagine

Please find it in your heart to forgive

These past things that once took place



I am awed that you have chosen me

To share this time in your life

I promise to give you all I have

For a chance to love again

Impossible it may seem,
To mend a broken heart
So many pieces to recover,
So many memories torn apart.
I don't know where to begin
Or even how to describe
This feeling I have
That's etched deep inside.
There are so many things I want to give you
So many things I want you to see
So many things I want you to feel,
As I sit here patiently.
Patiently waiting
for the time come
Where your heart beats for me
And two hearts beat as one.
So, with every flower I give you
And every letter I write
A new piece of your heart is unveiled
For me to hold tight.
With every tear you shed
As I kiss them away
Another distant memory
Just faded away.
As we hold hands together
And have those late night talks
Your heart will become one
And love's journey, again, you shall walk.

I just want to say I love you
Just wanna show I care
but, I hold out, for another breath
and I’m drowning in these tears…

No one said love would
Ever hurt this much!
Never thought that
someone else would care!
but you see through it all
to who I am in here
still, you say you love me
Standing beside in time and Fear

You make me want
To love myself…
(forgive me, but I forgot this line)
And see the things you see
I KNOW I’ll Never be enough
But so much you are to me!

Chances are you'll see her
when you close your eyes tonight.
You know she'll always be there,
with love, to hold you tight.

You'll hear her when she whispers
sweet dreams, and she declares,
that you're the only one for her,
no other could compare.

You'll know how much she needs you
when you taste her eager kiss.
True love so undeniable,
now burns upon her lips.

You'll feel it when she touches you,
when hearts and souls enmesh.
You'll melt in red hot passion,
from the fire of flesh on flesh.

Yes, chances are you'll see her,
behind those jaded eyes.
She's nestled in the shadows,
of a love that never dies.

I watched the river flowing
This place I still recall
We met here so often
Sitting beside the waterfall

As I sat awhile reminiscing
Times we shared here
As the water cascades
Your voice seems so clear

I could feel my heart racing
The anticipation grew
Almost at the waterfall
I notice you come into view

You had also remembered
As your eyes say it all
Same path we chose
By the enchanted waterfall

As your hands reached out
I surrendered willingly
From your kiss I knew
Love truly was meant to be

It never really hit me
On the day I turned away
You left me with a good-bye
Yet I had so much more to say

With all the time you gave me
It's you I never thought I'd lose
It's you I did confide in
I did not think I had to chose

Now I see how good it was
How much your love meant to me
It was you all along
And I was so blind not to see

Some days we had our fights
Some nights we talked forever
But how you were my best friend
Is the only love I can remember

I can admit I'm wrong to you
And hope you hear my heart
And if you know the real me
You'll know it's wrong were apart

I hope you know I love you
And miss my one true friend
I'd do anything to take it back
The day that made us end

I love the taste
Of words you feed
Its a hungry heart
You knew my need

Sweet as honey
I loved your flavor
Engrossed am I
The words I savor

Like loving elixir
Tasty potions pour
I drink with desire
Your words I adore

Each loving note
I will never replace
Heartstrings play
As words embrace

Love me tender
With words so true
Bonding in heart
As I attune with you

In the absence of you,
It's all I can do,
From getting lost inside,
While these rules I abide.

Anticipating every step,
Each of risk and of chance,
But they invite all of my senses,
To embrace this romance.

Holding you close,
I am overwhelmed with your passion,
Feeling loved in your arms,
Warms me more than imagined.

I can only hope your affection,
Continues to grow,
I admit it, I am excited,
But I want you to know,

I really dig you…

I thought of you today,
as I heard the whisper of the wind
in the rustling of autumn leaves,
swirling, dancing and painting
the earth in carpets of red and gold.

I thought of you today,
as I saw the slow, moving V of geese
noisily announcing their journey south,
dragging winter behind them.

I thought of you today,
as I felt the tears of gray skies,
and the cold wind steal
the last trace of Indian-summer breath.

I thought of you today;
the promise of spring to come,
and I smiled.

It is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when things go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you!

I could still remember when
Your heart met mine
Being there for one another
No matter what time

I recall those heart to hearts
Sharing love and light
It gave the feeling of affinity
That always felt so right

I remember the yesteryears
Taking time to share
Assured by loving sincerity
Nothing could compare

I have the fond recollections
Of love we expressed
As we always kept in touch
In words of tenderness

I still hoped for continuation
In sharing all the above
Conveyed in the heartprints
With neverending love

Our relationship has never been perfect
But our love has always been true
Thats why no matter what
Obstacles life throws us
I will never give up on you.

We've been through some difficult times
That now remain in the past
It's what happens from here on out that counts
But it will take both of us to make it last.

You have done some hurtful things to me
And I have done the same
And yet here we are hand in hand
Contemplating all the joys that we behold
In all our future days.

Regardless of all the tears I have shed
And the pain we have both felt
It's you and only you that can make me smile
And its you that knows how
To erase a frown from my face
And these are the memories
I'll cherish even after I die.

You have truly changed my life
In ways you can only imagine
God brought you into my life at the perfect time
And you have made my life complete
And I hope I have completed yours too.

It's those empty notes
My heart now sings
My loneliness is now
Upon broken wings

My dreams are left
Without light to guide them
Could this be the end of
My heart taking flight
Without you in my sight

Meaning I could no longer
Soar as my wings have
Fallen in your silence
And this silence is breaking
My heart in two

For my heart cannot fly
When love does not flow
And upon my broken wings
All while in the absence of
You my heartache grows

I had times such as this
Not knowing where or when
Yet still hoping our paths
Will soon merge once again

Memories comforted me
During times you were gone
Yet I await in anticipation
Hoping paths blend into one

I had thought of you often
Even though we are far apart
As I recall paths that led
Upon journeys heart to heart

I had patience on my side
So the storms I can weather
As hope springs eternally
In uniting our hearts together

I had not given up on hope
It helped me make it through
While I await your return
Dreams of you and I continue

Today my heart is heavy,
as I bow my head in shame,
I search for easy answers,
or someone that I can blame.

The salty teardrops trickle
down my worn and tired face,
symbolic of what my life has been,
a sad and lonely place.

I close my eyes and ponder,
will I ever be free,
will I ever learn to love someone,
will they like the me they see?

How could I not love her;
why was I afraid?
Why did I condemn her,
for mistakes that others made?

The tears they seem endless,
my life flashes before my eyes,
How much longer must I carry,
the weight of this disguise.

I close my eyes and ponder,
will I ever be free,
will I ever learn to love someone,
will they like the me they see?

Will there ever be true happiness
for someone just like me?

Keeping myself optimistic
Each day begins anew
Looking on the bright side
That's what I had to do

Half the battle can be won
With self - appreciation
I shall get there in the end
By using determination

If I cast all my doubts aside
Negatives will dissapear
By always having patience
I continued to persevere

In keeping my dreams alive
I can advance confidently
My self -esteem I can grow
If I think more positively

As I call upon inner strength
Determined I have to be
Confidence will be gained
If I start believing in me

Into the sky so high
The angels fly free
Yet I will still hope
She will fall for me.

I will catch her fall
Deep into my arms
My heart her home
Where she belongs.

Her love is so deep
I'll explore her sea
To unlock her soul
To find our destiny.

Open up your heart
Let me deep inside
I promise to be here
Whenever you cry.

I can be your friend
And also your lover
I will be your guide
You and I together.

I'll be your sunlight
Whenever it's dark
I will be the love to
Embrace your heart.

This is my promise
I promise to be true
And forever faithful
I will only love you.

For You...

The gift shared if ever by two,
Then it’s all I want to gain in loving you.
One last kiss, I surrender to thee,
If I should beg or simply ask, for you to love me.
My soul opens up to embrace a new day,
As long as it’s you I feel at my side, then I'm okay.
If you do not love, then simply lie,
For it’s your heart alone I can not deny.
If you only ask, then be sure to receive,
Once spoken, you loved me, I will surely believe.
A part of you, the embrace I long to give,
In this lifetime, together with you I shall live.
When dawning hour approaches,
as ocean rushes to shore,
On dying breath I whisper,
"I love thee" drifting into Heaven's door.

Beautifully broken comes from a song
images of a life full of things gone wrong.

Broken implies something useless and old,
no longer wanted, tarnished and cold.

But that's not the image of her that I see,
not the image of her she's revealed to me.

Yes, I understand the pieces of pain,
senseless events with nothing to gain.

Every event that comes from her past
is just like a piece of crooked edged glass.

Each single piece could be happy or sad,
could mean something joyful or terribly bad.

But, each little piece is personally unique
like the marks that are found on a precious antique.

Breaks and marks that show she's alive
from the good and bad things she had to survive.

So, like a window of beautiful stained glass
kaleidoscope colors reflecting her past.

The pieces all join in the image I see
of a sweet lovely woman so amazing to me.

Describe her someone said
And so I began……
She floods my heart with love,
She touches me
In a way I have never experienced before.
She stirs me and moves me,
She fills my eyes with tears,
My heart with longing,
My soul with yearning.
She kisses me and I am swept away,
I respond to his touch,
Like the sand to the sea.
I dissolve into her……
I crave her touch
Long for her next breath on my skin,
Thirst for her like a desert
Hungering for a rain.
I am compelled only to touch her,
To want her, to love her.
She is my dream in the dark vast of night,
She is the glow on my skin,
The smile on my face,
The sparkle in my eye,
The Love of my life…
I love her.

The centre of her pleasure
that's where I long to be,
For whatever pleases my lover
will surely pleasure me.

Gazing into my lovers eyes,
they burn with passions fire,
I long to be the star of her dreams,
the object of her desire.

As I kiss and lick my lovers flesh
and partake of sensual delight,
To feel her wrath upon my lips,
How could this not be right?

To be the centre of her pleasure
that's all I want to be,
for if it pleases my lover,
then it surely pleases me.

When I see the stars
Upon the midnight blue
Across silvery trails
Dreamy paths I pursue

As love leads me on
I am guiding to dreams
Embracing the night
In view of moonbeams

The moon is glowing
I see stars shine bright
Love and light shone
Where dreamers unite

Here upon the shore
We gazed face to face
In moonlight serenity
Dream lovers embrace

I Neva Wanted to Hurt You

You never told me how you felt
How deep your feelings ran
I’m sorry I was blind to see
What was there for me to hold

My heart aches for how I hurt you
The insensitivity that I showed
Please know I never meant it
I simply did not know

I am not a perfect being
As a person, I make mistakes
But know that I love you
It grows more each passing day

Let’s put the past behind us
Learn how to trust again
For your heart I do not want to break
But embrace for days to come

I want to see this new love grow
Into something more than I can imagine
Please find it in your heart to forgive
These past things that once took place

I am awed that you have chosen me
To share this time in your life
I promise to give you all I have
For a chance to love again

DESIRE

My fingers
Accidentally touched your hand
And at that instant
A charge of current
Bolted up my arm,
To my sleepy heart.

Breaking the rhythm of my heartbeat
It palpitated out of control.
I gasped for air.
My vision blurred.
My mind went dizzy
And fear buckled my knees.

Ever since that haunting day
I look
For another opportunity
To touch you again!
And again,
And again.

I Love You and Will Always Do Till Eternity

I love your ever gorgeous smile

Upon that loving face, of yours

It is the tenderness of your love

My heart is simply destined for.

It is your gentle, soothing voice

That eases my heart, every way

It’s the loving comfort, darling

Through all the words, you say.

It’s the gentleness, of your kiss

That embraces my tender heart

Your love has simply captured

Every dream, and each thought.

It’s the beauty within your eyes

Amazingly beautiful and green

Your love truly gave a purpose

To everything, true love means

......

I love you with all of my heart

With a love I just can't control

Its a feeling thats not just a bond of our hearts

Its more like a bond of our souls

To hold your hand is not just a sweet jesture

Its a connection of my life to you

To kiss your lips is simply perfection

Its all my lips want to do

To tell you I love you is not to speak mere words

Its my heart screaming out from within

Put your ear over my heart and listen

It wants to tell you over and over again

I love you I love you I love you....

The clouds slowly move

Unblocking my vision

Of the full, blue moon

Allowing me to see the stars

That I continue to wish upon

I hope tonight you are safe

I hope that you’re able to find the sleep

That you so desperately deserve

I often wonder, if at times

You forget someone over here

Misses you and keeps you in their prayers

I wish there was some way

To be held in your arms…

That I could look into your eyes

And let you worries disappear

There isn’t much I can do

Being way over here

I lose sleep over thoughts of you

The blankets that once surrounded me

In their warmth

Are now in a mess on the floor

I wish you were here to take their place

I look up towards the sky

And let the wind take my words

Through the miles

…I miss you.....

Why I Still Love You...

Sitting here thinking.
Of the time you've hurt me.
Wondering why I still love you.
May be it's your eyes.
The way they make me feel so good inside.
Or the way you smile.
That makes me feel that I've never been so happy in my life.
It's probably just the way you are you.
A funny, sweet, caring, cute girl that every guy dreams of.
But all the times you hurt me.
I just don't understand,
Why I still love you.

Love you 50|\|@|_

My Precious Angel

You were my precious angel
Together we were clutching a field of dreams
Piercing through oceans of believes

One time you were real
One time you were here
One time a love was born
And I loved you like no one else

Oh memories of love...

You were the sound of the bell
Eliciting a magical chant
My heart wrapped within your song

One time you were real
One time you were here
One time a love was born
And I loved you like no one else

Oh memories of love...

You were my fire a fragile flame
Shed its warmth gently on my soul
Extending