LIPS are Silent

How many days did you say those words,
Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds;
You always knew how to say what you thought,
So that I would understand the situation not;
You lied, you took, and baited at leisure,
Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure;
I thought I knew you so,
Yet for no known reason you let me go;
That was one thing I never expected,
I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected;
My heart, you stole from my very chest,
I wonder of how you will treat the rest;
You took, you stole, what never should have been yours,
You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars;
Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think,
While I stand on that uncomfortable brink;
The brink of holding on, and of letting go,
Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe;
Confused and stunned, I can not wander,
The words which you speak make me ponder;
How ominous, the words you speak,
So strong, among the many weak;
All my hopes and dreams once fell away,
Death appealed to me every day;
I could not be weak, despite my need,
In my life, I could not allow pain to impede;
You were the cause of all the pain I felt,
To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt;
And now, at this point, I must stay strong,
Keep fighting through days short, and days long;
You tell me you are more happy now.

Every time
every time I breathe,
I am reminded of you.
Every time my heart beats,
I am thinking of you.
Every time I dream,
I dream only of you.
Every time I am alone,
I am in search of you.
Every time I hear,
I hear none but you.
Every time the wind passes me,
I feel u by my side.
Every time my friend,
every hour,
every minute,
every second.
I feel you’re presence in my life...
Every time...
.

B.R.O.K.E.N.

I came to you so lonely and cold
You held out your hand for me to hold
I trusted you with all I had,
You would never treat me bad…

I fought the feeling; I tell you it's true
I was not going to fall in love with you
And then it happened overnight
To love you just felt so right

I trusted you with all my heart
And begged you not to tear it apart
You smiled at me the way you do
And promised that you loved me, too

So, now I sit here asking, "why"
You left me here alone to cry
You were my best friend and my lover, too
And I am not really sure what to do

You tell me it's not over yet
That I have to just learn to accept
I don't see how that is true
When my heart feels like it's broken in two

The tears, they burn as they run down my face
I can't help but feel I lost my place
You gave me wings and taught me to fly
But now I would rather lay here and die

Happy Birthday Dear ....

Another year has passed for you,

Its time to cut the cake and celebrate

And once again, I start to think

of things about you I appreciate.

It meant so much to have you in my life

Your loving care filled my days with pleasure

Your warm and giving nature helps create

close, special times together that I treasure

I live within a steady and safe world

Because I got the love unconditionally

Your easygoing ways means I am blessed

With peace joy and blissful memory

To me your birthday is a precious day

I hope it brings you joy in every ways...!!!

Tk cr and Be happy alwz. May you get all that you wish and
desire.

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TORN A.P.A.R.T.

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,

Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,

Do not you sense my fear and doubt?

Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,

Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,

Do not you see my hearts a'skew?

Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,

Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,

For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,

Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.

It's drifting o're the gentle rain,

A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,

Conjoined with all the sorrow there.

It's lost among the stars this night,

Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,

For simply ... it has torn apart.

As it turns from light to dark

My friends are all sleeping

But me, I can’t go to sleep

I’m wide-awake weeping

Just the thought of when I lost you

Makes me oh so sad

I remember it like it was yesterday

I felt so horribly bad

Everything was fine

Well that was what I thought

I loved being around you

And all the happiness you brought

The hugs and the kisses

Were so perfect to me

The connection between us

Was so easy to see

We were so close

It was like we could count as one

But then we split up

It was over we were done

Now I wish you would take me back

I want us to be together

I guess what I want doesn’t matter anymore

To you it’s like whatever

It’s also so hard for me

To see you walking down the street

I start remembering so many memories

They’re so hard to defeat

Its like they come back to haunt me

Every once in a while

Every little thing about you

Even your beautiful smile

The thought makes me sad

It all makes me melt inside

These are the feelings that I feel for you

The ones I’ve been trying to hide

But I can no longer do it

It’s killing me so fast

I thought we had it good

But I guess it couldn’t last

I don’t know what went wrong

Maybe it was too good to be true

Not knowing makes me go insane

I don’t know what to do

It makes me burn up inside

I can’t fight it anymore

I try to build a wall

But it always finds a door

I can’t quite find the reason why

You left me anyway

I treated you so well

I was so sure you would stay

Now I can’t get you out of my head

I miss you very much

I miss you not being here with me

And I miss your gentle touch

You had such a nice body

Not to mention a good complexion

You were always so smart

I miss your perfection

You were very kind

You always walked me home

Now I walk by myself

You left me all alone

guy facts:


when a guy calls u
he wants to be with you



When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you



When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong



When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it



When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world



When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
he has the world



When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love



When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it



When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done



When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else



GIRL FACTS:



When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.



When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.



When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.



When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.



When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.



When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.



When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.



When a girl says, "Ill love you forever,"
she means it.



When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.



When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that

Till There Was You...

I have never been so happy
In my entire life
Till there was you
Sharing how wonderful life is
Living with a glow

I never been so thankful
For the day I wake up
With everything on my side
Till there was you…

I never been so grateful
To the Lord above
For giving me strength
The will to carry on
All my burdens
Till there was you…

Till there was you
I saw the beauty of loving
Loving someone in my heart
For it was wounded
Left by unfaithful love
Till there was you…

If I had but one breath of life left in me...

If I had but one breath of life left in me,
I'd give you that breath.
If I had but one piece of music and one song left to sing,
I'd play and sing for you.
If I had but one tiny drop of love locked safely within my heart,
I'd give you the key.

If I could look into but one last set of gorgeous dark brown eyes,
I'd want those eyes to be yours.
If I could feel the passion and tenderness of but one last kiss,
I'd want those lips to be yours.
If I could hear but one last voice whispering in my ear,
I'd want that voice to be yours.

If I could walk in the rain but one last time,
Will you walk with me?
If I could have but one last laugh,
Will you laugh with me?
If I could have but one more night's sleep,
Will you sleep next to me?
If I could feel the tender touch of but one last hand,
Will you touch me?

If I had to choose where to spend my final day on earth,
I would choose you to spend it at alone loving you
I would be your shade and protect you from the sun.
I would be a gentle breeze and refresh your face.
I would be a cool drink of water and quench your thirst.

If I could write but one last word
I would blaze these words across the sky,
"I love you
My Gorgeous Angel"

Let me drift away
With you to a far away land
Maybe cluster on an isolated island
So we can be alone, just the two of us
You and me, and at night
We can stare at the clear black sky
Where time will go by slowly
And we will be at peace
Where we can be free and release
From all the trouble
I know it sounds like a gamble
And to good to be true
But baby, you have to trust in me
Together we can do it
If we stay strong and prolong
So let us drift away and far away

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.