Water Falls

I know how it felt... Seeing her coming to school and waiting for her all time... And whenever she didn't came, feeling like bunking the school... Hmm... Still the picture of her in my mind is alive... Sometimes I feel she is the only girl who had left a long lasting imprint in my life. Others I have already forgotten... We used to bet on her... I used to see if her Jonga arrived or will be arriving... Cant forget those days... Best Moments of my Lifetime... Miss You PJ...!!!

I felt down when i saw you in tears….
its like a water falls that drops and pours so hard….
What i have done….
do i hurt you….
Do i made a mistake….
I know how much you love me….
You cared for me so much….
Respect me more than enough….
Now its gone….
You left me, never speak up and never listen to my words,
words that i must utter, words to say i’m sorry and i love you….
Don’t blame us for what had happened….
Sometimes people measured our capacity….
They don’t know what is our capability as a person….
They hurt you and hurts me too…
As result they torn us apart and ruin our life….
Its time to move on….
what had happen to us is a love story that i must treasured till the end of time….
I love you….
Till we meet again….

Hard To Forget... !!!

I met you a few years ago
We were friends
I liked you
You liked me
Everything was the way it was supposed to be.

But now things have changed.
You've walked away
You know how much I hurt, cause it's something I always say
You don't care, at least that's what I can tell.
You know and you don't care, I've just reached the bottom of the well

You don't like me, you don't want to be my friend
You think I'm annoying, I guess I knew this had to end.
Somehow I always knew I'd fall
Somehow I knew I'd see it all

Easy to walk away, hard to forget.
But somehow, you did both when you left
I haven't forgotten, but somehow you have
This is something I'll never understand

I'll never forget you, that much is certain.
But I'm over you now, my life has it's own purpose
It isn't to follow you and what you do,
It's to live this life my way.
Bieng freinds with you would be great, but I don't want to chase you.
It's out of my control, there's nothing else I can do.

Easy to walk away, hard to forget
that was one of the lessons I learned when you left.
The other lesson I learned is that life goes on
It goes on with or without the people gone.

I'll go on with or without you
To myself, I'll always stay true.

you were always there for me
always by my side
I guess I couldn't see
with out you I just can't abide

those times I loved the most
were just talking with you
who would've known
now I'm all alone
and all I can do is think of you

I loved it when you held me
all safe and warm
I felt no harm could touch me
in your strong protecting arms

but then I messed up
I really don't know why
with you I broke up
and now I am sorry

all I want, is a second chance
I understand that's not easy to do
even if you won't give me a glance
I want you to know,
I'll always love you

It Hurts...!!!

Love dont exist
Just a 4-letter word
doesnt mean anything
or atleast not to me
you can love all you want
but i dont care
love dont exist in my world
you can love until you give up
i gave up already
i gave love quits
never to love again
because love is stupid
love is dumb
all it leads to heartaches
and i had to many of those
so love means nothing
love is pain
so quit while you can
or you'll feel heartless
like me

I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain
And it is always I fight for the welcome change
When it rains it pours on this heart of mine
So, I take the storms I feel to her each time.

But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain
Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change
She can walk away from what hangs overhead
And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.

Not in her storm have I ever felt alone
Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home
It's for me that she pushes away her own rain
So, that I may find comfort in calling her name.

She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart
God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart
And she never wanders when your world falls through
Not ever in her storm would she do this to you.

She has wings that I know not only I can see
Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me
It's the way that the eyes can surely view
How her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.

Not in her storm is her work ever done
And even in her storm she hands me the sun
When her world is dark - I always have light
And now how I hold the new color of night.

She takes then she gives to an unhappy face
So that many can find an awesome place
I have been able to love her more every day
And with her hand in mine the clouds roll away.

Not in any storm that I will ever live beneath
Could ever change what I hold here inside of me
Not in any of her storms have I lost my angels touch
To that angel out there, I love her so much.

Torn Apart

Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

L.O.S.T

I lie awake at night,
and wonder if you know.
If you knew I loved you,
even though it didn't show.

I lost you once,
and thought I'd never cope.
I wanted to hang myself,
with that tightly entwined rope.

I got you back once,
and prayed to God that it would last.
But it ended in a heartbeat,
It ended way too fast.

I sometimes hold your picture,
and cry myself to sleep.
I think of how I still love you,
and how my love's so deep.

No one understands,
not even my best friend.
That I want to be with you,
Until my life's to end.

I remember that night,
the night that we first met.
I thought to myself,
"This is love, I bet."

If it wasn't for my best friend,
I never would have met you.
Then I did, I got you, and lost you...twice,
so what am I to do?

LIPS are Silent

How many days did you say those words,
Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds;
You always knew how to say what you thought,
So that I would understand the situation not;
You lied, you took, and baited at leisure,
Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure;
I thought I knew you so,
Yet for no known reason you let me go;
That was one thing I never expected,
I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected;
My heart, you stole from my very chest,
I wonder of how you will treat the rest;
You took, you stole, what never should have been yours,
You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars;
Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think,
While I stand on that uncomfortable brink;
The brink of holding on, and of letting go,
Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe;
Confused and stunned, I can not wander,
The words which you speak make me ponder;
How ominous, the words you speak,
So strong, among the many weak;
All my hopes and dreams once fell away,
Death appealed to me every day;
I could not be weak, despite my need,
In my life, I could not allow pain to impede;
You were the cause of all the pain I felt,
To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt;
And now, at this point, I must stay strong,
Keep fighting through days short, and days long;
You tell me you are more happy now.

Every time
every time I breathe,
I am reminded of you.
Every time my heart beats,
I am thinking of you.
Every time I dream,
I dream only of you.
Every time I am alone,
I am in search of you.
Every time I hear,
I hear none but you.
Every time the wind passes me,
I feel u by my side.
Every time my friend,
every hour,
every minute,
every second.
I feel you’re presence in my life...
Every time...
.

B.R.O.K.E.N.

I came to you so lonely and cold
You held out your hand for me to hold
I trusted you with all I had,
You would never treat me bad…

I fought the feeling; I tell you it's true
I was not going to fall in love with you
And then it happened overnight
To love you just felt so right

I trusted you with all my heart
And begged you not to tear it apart
You smiled at me the way you do
And promised that you loved me, too

So, now I sit here asking, "why"
You left me here alone to cry
You were my best friend and my lover, too
And I am not really sure what to do

You tell me it's not over yet
That I have to just learn to accept
I don't see how that is true
When my heart feels like it's broken in two

The tears, they burn as they run down my face
I can't help but feel I lost my place
You gave me wings and taught me to fly
But now I would rather lay here and die