I Will Continue To Love.. Even If You Say You are Not Mine

Never ask me why I was not the way I was again. Its you who gets hurt everytime. Hurting you hurts me back with more intensity. I am broke... I am not good but the Bad Guy whom you could ever had met. Its just lie that I love you, the truth is just that I CAN'T LOVE anyone in my whole life... I have also stopped Dreaming as the dreams are the worst part of my life that had hurted me... I have even stopped believing myself... I dunn believe myself as earlier used to believe. I am not meant to be for you... Its just that you are so sweet and good that you deserve the best in life... Not the one who is already sitting after putting his guards off... Today was the last day that you listened the word I Love You last time from me. I won't use this word ever in my life... Hope that cures everything, atleast not in my life but in yours... Can't see you hurted always. Moreover I cried enough yesterday, when you said straight from your heart ... I should stop expecting everything from you. Why should ME? Why...? I know why... Coz am the one who will never get anything that I will ever want in life. SORRY... Five letters composed a word.. Word big enough to prove all things small. Its Okay!! I can live without everyone in my life. I don't anyone with me... Now not even you... I am Sorry but thats truth.

I was going through some of the love stories. Found one good...
Posting it here just coz I liked it...

A boy asked a girl if she thought he was handsome,
She said... no.
He asked her if she would want to be with him forever...and she said no.

He then asked her if he were to leave would she cry, and once again she replied with a no.

He had heard enough. As he walked away, tears streaming down his face the girl grabbed his arm and said....

You are not handsome, You are beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.

And I wouldn't cry if you walked away... I'd die...

******* Here I Go... With My New One

Its feelings from my heart
Which I need to write
Worded tokens I convey
But in love and light

Words written in sincerity
With continuous flow
Hoping to keep in touch
The only way I know

Each poem of love written
I send on over to you
As we are oceans apart
This is all I could do

As with every word I write
The feelings are true
Love flows continuously
In heartprints for you

It's those empty notes
My heart now sings
My loneliness is now
Upon broken wings

My dreams are left
Without light to guide them
Could this be the end of
My heart taking flight
Without you in my sight

Meaning I could no longer
Soar as my wings have
Fallen in your silence
And this silence is breaking
My heart in two

For my heart cannot fly
When love does not flow
And upon my broken wings
All while in the absence of
You my heartache grows...

When dawning hour approaches
as ocean rushes to shore
On dying breath I whisper
"I love thee" drifting into Heaven's door.