Lonesome!!!

It was a lovely day today,
She called me up
Purpose was just to say-
That she finally give up!

Give up on me
Coz I was not good
Oh my Lord! Why did thee ?
From here I started, Where I stood

She says its more than enough
But what did I do
I never wished hurt her though
I was that I couldn't do

Being human means
You make several mistakes
But was it always me
Or some blame even she takes ?

Sarcasm was always plenty
Whenever she spoke
The things that she said
Made me many a times choke

Still never complaint
Coz I wanted her as she is
Never a person can accept
anyone in a show biz

If it was enough
From the D-day
You could have let me know
I would have swayed

Its not necessary
that I be happy everytime
Coz I was Alone!
Away from other being a swine!!

You can blame on me
That I did wrong with you
I knew am bad enough
and knew you won't be through

I was wrong, I was bad
I knew it a long back
But never realized it
Till you were headed back

I should be really thankful
to you for making me realize
How good I was for
making relations subsides!!

Should I leave? Or should I not?
I am still confused yet
Choosing first one seems good
For you, atleast thats you wanted and get!!

You hurted me most of time
But scarcely you apologized
For I never made you realize
Neither wanted to priortize

Such things never were
Important to me
As you were the one
With whom I wanted to be

You were the whom
I had put on all my trust
Even if the people in past
Broked it upto crust!!

You were the whom
Who was more to me
But turned out a dream
Or just a spree

There were differences, I know
Even I was not good though
But as I learnt through times
If you respect differences,
Then Only Relations Grow!!!