Hurted You Made Even Me Cry!!!

Friends think that i can't talk to you,
Because i like you too much,
But i know the truth,
It's all because of me,
I don't want to hurt you,
I've seen my family broken,
Time and again,
Due to faulty relationships,
And i don't want to feel that pain,
You're the first guy,
That i ever shielded away,
Trying my hardest not to hurt you,
That would hurt me too,
Other guys,
They never had this affect,
I don't want you close to me,
Cause then you'd realize how broken i really am,
What if you don't like the real me?
I don't want you to meet the broken parts,
But that's all i have to give,
I'm sorry in advance,
If i'll ever hurt you,
But i need a friend,
And you're the last one left...