Sorry for not writing these days. Had my exams..!! Hell I ruined these exams and am sure not to score that many marks to stood first again in University. Though I tried my level best but you were there with me haunting in my thoughts everytime... I know am not that good as you need. I don't have any single thing that I can show you to prove am good and made for you...

Thanks for realising me everything in my life... Thanks for everything you did and made me feel that am the worst person and worst thing that can happen to anyone in life.

You had my heart...

You were my soul...

You were the air I breathed

And everything beautiful

You were my beginning

But chose to be my ending

When you left and tore

My dreams apart

I didn't understand back then

You needed a life where you

Wouldn't have to pretend

A life without me

No, I didn't understand

I forgot that you were also

A human being

Capable of hurting and of being Hurt

Your leaving I mistook

Thought no one could ever love me

The way I loved you

Just because I plainly wasn't

Good enough for you

I didn't know that

Out of the ruins, out of

The one you left behind

You gave me a new beginning

That out of the pain,

You showed me truth

Out of your leaving

You gave me hope

Out of the loneliness

And the lack of you,

You gave me a chance

To live my life

Oh, I was given the world

When you faded from my side

Then I was free

Free to see so much beauty

Much more than

what I saw in you

Free to fulfill

What I can be

That was wasted

When I was confined in you

To stand alone when I used to

Live because of you

Your leaving took away

The fear of losing you

As well as the thinking that

Your loving me

Was all I needed to know

I thought I never could

Imagine life without you

But now I know better…

There is a life Even after you

A life full of pains and shadows...

Being miserable good to bitter

Where I stand now...

LONELY but FREE of Fear of Losing You!!!

I have lost you!!!

Tears don't crawl...

they just flow out of these pots,

People won't ever see them

as they are idiotic lots

And even if they see them

I have better things to say to

then telling it was a gal who broke me

a gal who was my life

left me...

left me to be like this but I love this life anyways...

Thanks for being such a lovely piece in my life...!!!